steel train

i have to be up early but i'd rather blog, go figure.

i just got back from richmond around 7pm. pretty bummed to be back home, i've been in the weirdest mood all day but can't quite place my finger on it. though being with friends all week i come back home and just feel more lonely than ever. :( i just can't seem to get out of this state of mind. this has been the best summer so far, but this has also stuck with me for the past few months. i think its a combination of losing my job, constantly disappointing my parents, being broke, so many new changes coming up and genuinely feeling like i have no one here for me. my friends say they are but they're still hours away and its not the same. i know i only have a month or so left of this but it still just sucks. i don't want another hour of this, another day, another week. i don't want to or need to complain anymore, i just need to get my life in order.. i'm just not sure how to go about that, not sure what's out of order. i just need somebody.


:(

god loves you

nothing but rain in the future but i can't help but to be so elated. i move in with two of the cutest girls i know in less than a month and my best friend will live next door to me. this is going to be the best year of my life. i'm going to move in with charlie next week and hopefully take a trip down to norfolk soon. :) as much as i hate to say it, i love life...or i will once i get out of here at least. between the bills piling up and all the shit i have to get done before school i'm kinda stressing but i think everything will work out well. life is good, i love my friends, now i just wanna fall in love.

birthday post

urban outfitters









still hoping for these..




i'll post more later <3
buy me any or all of those things

soup or fish all

fucking genius! cupcake flavored floss, yes please!

also, i love this aa dress. super adorable.



this too

wtf was i talking about in my last blog?
embarrassinggggg

FUpt2

i wish i had a twitter,
not really but if i did it would say


"haley wants to pee on the floor right now"


i'm beyond fucked up and i want to fight everyone..

DO SOMETHIN, YOU WON'T!

FU

srsly want to kill everyone
srsly worst day
srsly hate you all
srsly want to move
srsly still want to kill everyone
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

i'm gonna finish the rest of this AWESOME natty light and then smoke the rest of my cigarettes, kill everyone, and then sleep. kbye