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I keep having these reoccurring images and thoughts in my head of me falling and breaking different bones in my body. And like really really terrible breaks and I just keep thinking about it and I can picture everything that's happening and how bad it hurts and I can see and feel and hear the bones breaking. Everything about it is so surreal. These aren't dreams when I'm sleeping either. These are conscious thoughts and I can't get them out of my head. I don't know whats wrong with me but I'm starting to scare myself. Fuck it.