so gone

i am too sleepy to put together sentences that make sense

my stomach aches
my eyes are half closed
my heart is empty
i'm worn

i miss having people in my life
who actually give a shit

i miss irresponsibility
i miss sleeping when i want
doing what i want
when i want and
not having to work

i don't want to be sleeping in my bed right now, i'm feeling whiny.. i hate when i get like this.