Monday, May 4, 2009

also 27 days left of being a teenager, i better live this shit up


h8 getting old, ftw

666

officially not stoked to go to work, so tired of it. give me money to do nothing please? please??? please please plz plz plz dfjfuck fuck fuck. brother found my weed, thats cool. told my mom, thats whatever. i can't wait to move to richmond. wish i could go nowwwwwwww. i see myself falling into a lot of my old habits, i need to stop this before it gets out of hand. got to go dry my fucking hair and put on my black uniform and ship off to society. PEACE

Saturday, May 2, 2009

this says it all

this fully sums up about 75% of the friendships i have, thanks friends.




I always had a weak spot for you
You only needed me when it was convenient
I learn now, don't let people in my life so fast
Cos' they never last
I find my childhood friends are the ones I can depend on.
Cos' everyone has a past, right or wrong.

You were a fairweather friend
You didn't have my back til the end
You took what you needed and disappeared again
Fairweather friend, you didn't have my back til the end
You took what you needed and disappeared again.

We don't need friends like you
We don't need friends like you
We don't need friends like you
Right or Wrong

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

hate

I'm so tired of cops, speed limits, no sleep, whining, being sick, school.

-I hate that weeds not legal, not because I'm a pot head but because I believe that as an American citizen you have the right to make choices for yourself.

-I really hate that gay marriage isn't legal. 1. Honestly I'm tired of hearing about it. I wish it wasn't even anything that was an issue or something that needed to be talked about. 2. Once again I think its your right to be able to make your own choices. 3. Plus let's face it, your neighbors Christopher and Steven getting married will not ruin your already failing marriage or be detrimental to your little brat's future. Ps: Fuck off Ms.California.

I might write more later.
Htw
Anarchy! Anarchy! Anarchy!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

so gone

i am too sleepy to put together sentences that make sense

my stomach aches
my eyes are half closed
my heart is empty
i'm worn

i miss having people in my life
who actually give a shit

i miss irresponsibility
i miss sleeping when i want
doing what i want
when i want and
not having to work

i don't want to be sleeping in my bed right now, i'm feeling whiny.. i hate when i get like this.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

richmond was a blast
this weather is amazing
i got a new wardrobe
i'm going to clean my room
and blow my nose
and do my homework
and sleep.



i miss justine already :(

Thursday, April 9, 2009

you know what it's like

when you have to force yourself not to text somebody
can't think about anything else
hate not being around them


missed this