puppy please

i worked 7 hours today, its been a while since i could say that. it was super stressful but i think i'll get used to it. justine works with me so thats nice to have her around. :) things have been okay lately.. school is boring as ever-i don't know how i'm going to make it through another 2(-2.5??) years of this. blegh

i've been feeling very bi-polar lately, go figure. super happy sometimes, mad depressed the rest. i wish i could clearly express what i mean. i'm tired of my roomates leaving me. i'm tired of feeling totally unimportant to anyone. just like bummed out on life. its just a phase but its killing me.

i feel like i have the vocabulary of a fucking sixth grader.

how much would you bet
that if i tried hard enough
i would spontaneously combust
i wish i could disappear
and run away from all my fears
i think i'm coming undone

give me a puppy and i think i'll feel better.